aa...keknya gue kenal deh..ato gue yang lupa yah?
Kaji ulang yah....takutnya salah orang nieh....
ada account di FS ga dulu? Foto loe familiar gitu ^__^ dengan nama wendy?
Trus ada account di www.seed-indo.co.nr ?
kalo bener, pa kabar? FS loe udah ngga aktif lagi?
kalo bukan, maap hehehhe....

merged: 07-16-2008 ~ 09:47am

Quote by Rai1e

Quote by toumarieaa...keknya gue kenal deh..ato gue yang lupa yah?
Kaji ulang yah....takutnya salah orang nieh....
ada account di FS ga dulu? Foto loe familiar gitu ^__^ dengan nama wendy?
Trus ada account di www.seed-indo.co.nr ?
kalo bener, pa kabar? FS loe udah ngga aktif lagi?
kalo bukan, maap hehehhe....

Yep, that's me
Kabar baik2 aja koq, walopun emang sekarang jarang nongol di net, hehehe. FS gw dah gw delete soalnya Elo juga apa kabar? hahaha, SEED-Indo dah dipindah sih.

hahahahha...ternyata bener ^^
Kabar gue? Bae2 aja hohohoho....jabar loe ndiri? Lagi sibuk apa neh?
Seed-indo pindah kemana? Gue juga udah lama banget seh ga nongol di sana heheheh....
knp acc FSnya didelete? hahahaha.....mo tau aja hahahaha...
ok deh stop for now

take care

huhuhu.. rai, gw add friendlist yah..

Quote by Rai1eWah orang Indo lagi nih ^^

yup
masa lupa sih sama temen yang pernah satu forum di seed-indo

merged: 05-05-2008 ~ 08:42pm

Quote by Rai1eWah orang Indo lagi nih ^^

merged: 05-03-2008 ~ 07:56pm
Hee anak SEED Indo yah? ini siapa ya? ^^; pantesan kok tau2 nge-add, taunya emang dah kenal tho. :p

yup
ni Citra Zaoldyeck
account gw yang dulu da di sini semuanya di banned
gara2 ketauan klo ketiga-tiga ol dengan IP yang sama
(jadi kena batunya deh hehehehe)

merged: 05-09-2008 ~ 10:10pm

Quote by Rai1e
Ooh Citra ya... dah lama ga kedengeran nih ^^ pa kabar? pantesan kok pas aku liat profil kamu rasanya g ada member SEED Indo yg seumuran ma aku, paling2 Citra tapi aku ingetnya kamu dah punya account MT, tapi bukan yg ini

hahaha.....
yah biar bisa OL di MT lg aja gw mesti bikin email baru
oh iya gmn kbrnya seed-indo ? dah bubar yah ? soalnya pas nyoba akses alamat webnya nggak bisa di akses...

merged: 05-29-2008 ~ 09:27am

Quote by Rai1esekedar informasi, SEED Indo dah buka baru lagi nih di sini, join yah ^^
http://2ndgeneration.atfreeforum.com/forum.html

thanks infonya...

anuu
bisa log in pakai id yang lama nggak?
apa harus regis lagi ?

raichi!
omg~ i think it's been very long since i last type type type type in people's guestbook.. keke~ seeing the post that is 13 weeks old.. i dun think u're interested with those topics again.. how are you? i didnt get to see u in msn at all.. *sniffs*

Quote by Rai1eWell.. there's many.

Souchiro Hoshi, Tanaka Rie, Suzumura Kenichi, Akira Ishida, Hirano Aya, Chihara Minori, Fukuyama Jun, Seki Tomokazu, etc.

hey there Ra1le-san..
thank you for sharing me your favourite anime seiyuu's
Souichirou Hoshi and Tanaka Rie are also one of my favourites ^_^

hai wendy pa kabar.......?
met ultah,met tahun baru and idul adha juga.....hehehe...sory ya di paket gini...jarang OL sih...
btw,add fs gw yagn baru ya....di
z_zeycn@yahoo.com
oke?

Quote by Rai1eYou don't want to admit, eh? C'mon... just remember the old times... I recall seeing a conversation in your userpage with someone (I think it's better not to say the name) that you're a slacker Nobody's perfect I'm sure that nobody's NEVER lazy Sunblock? lol~ You must be a rich vampire to buy an ultra-strong SPF everyday Now i know why you're having a hard time with your money, hehehe

I'm not a pig XP, I'm a human Yea, I'm online everyday.. but it seems that you misunderstood me with the meaning It's not that I always stay up in front of my PC all-day... but when I have the time, I go online, see the websites, forums, etc. for new stuffs... you can call it a daily routine If there's nothing new, then I'm off. Of course I won't go online if I'm very tired Better sleep ne~ The scans aren't many... It's just that the scan takes a loong time to load *_* (Internet connection in Indonesia is pretty slow) Liar? How can you say that to me? Believe it or not, I'm an honest person which is very rare to be found nowadays I said I sleep if I've got nothing to do... and there's a day when I'm bored of everything, so I sleep almost all-day sometimes that kind of day exists

Let's not bring out the bad times of the past wif what i've said.. i've changed! rofl!~ I wan to live wif what i've and who i am now.. someone really changed me~ People may change to ruthless or kind~ i'm really glad to see people deep in their heart wif my own eyes.. how mean or evil they can be.. *puts my hand near my heart* i learn to cherish people more and treat people even better.. <3 *ebil laughs* hahah~ Sorry for the whole lot of nuisance.. ayane is feeling pretty sad to see someone so mean.. but nvm.. i'll just ignore.. that person is no longer close to me at all..

So what's the latest stuffs that raichi is craving on? lolx!~ I know that raichi is a honest guy.. i'm glad to know u.. one of my best buddy in MT.. <3 Thanks for being such a good fren to ayane.. ^^ till now.. i've yet to see the ebil side of u.. of course i know u're ebil at times but not to the extend that u'll hurt someone..

Quote: Hard to understand? ^^; Well.. i'll try an example:

Making life easier -->> It means that we're taking the easy path.... for example: you want to buy something... and it costs some money... normally, you'll work to earn the money, right? but it would be easier if you steal it~
We know that such shortcuts are faster and easier, but it lacks the morality.

Making life feels easier -->> The keyword is the 'feel' You can still feel enjoyed no matter what the circumstances are. Usually connected to positive thinking. For example.. (This is my story) I was having a vacation with my friends to Jakarta, and that was our first time taking a crowded busway and having a long walk to certain places (we usually take a taxi). That time in the busway was a mess... people are pushing each other, full-crowd, moreover there's an angry passenger. My friends are complaining about the uncomfortable time of the transportations... but I'm not.. because I think it is as a worthy experience.. now I feel for myself how's the everyday life of Jakarta inhabitants.

Hahaha, that's a lame description of mine I'm sorry if it is even more difficult to understand

Yes, I understand how you feel. we have a limit too... It seems that we're having quite the same trouble ne~ I myself are usually positive too, but lately I'm feeling very helpless Let's pray that we'll recover in no time *prays*
I see... so that's some kind of a routine maintenance, isn't it?

Well... For now, I shouldn't have free time, but I freed myself lol~ Yea2, the time for me to suffer is yet to come but I'll try to make myself easy You're welcome ^^ yep, that's only an advice, it's you who decide but about the things I predicted... (about the freetime you'll have if you pick the 2nd option, etc.) are they right? I'm sorry if I misunderstood anything Yep2, I'll be waiting for your decision ^^ Hope that is the best move

Yea, at least in Jakarta and other big cities in Indonesia the riches and poors are quite distinguishable, you can find them both in an area~ Imagine you're walking on a street... on the left side is a real estate, but on the right side is village houses. I guess that's normal if you think Indonesia is a developed country... From the outside, Indonesia truly seemed like a developed country, but it's different if you're living here ^^ hmm.. how to say it... just say that what you see is only a small part. If you're curious, I'll try to explain it in the next reply, although I doubt that I can make it easy to understand Oh about the poors.. I hope the poors in the Cambodia are real poors, not the tricky ones in here

Disappoint me? I never said that I expect you to have a bloated stomach you misunderstand me I see... you have a regular exercise, that's good to hear ^^ I wish I can too... my stomach already started to bloat~ although it still seemed normal, I need to prevent it to get bigger

argH~ i knew it.. rofl~ explaining the options to u thru msg is hard! lolx.. i've difficulty writting too.. and i read it again and again before i post.. and i've difficulty understanding it too.. rofl~ hmm.. but thanks for the awesome recommendations.. i'll tell u my option when the time is near.. <3

And i tink that i can understand the strange stpry btw "making life easier" and "making life feels easier"~ making life feels easier is a tough job ne.. but ayane is trying my very best to make my life looks so~ enuff of all the problems and troubles.. life is nvr easy and smooth.. People grow slowly wif the problems that they encountered.. i was thinking that w/o the troubles.. People wouldn't grow.. deshoo? ^^

Lately, u're feeling helpless? what happened? Why are u feeling so helpless? i hope that u're doing fine now.. *prays*

hmm.. have ur country ever tht of doing something for those poors? becox Indonesia is considered a developed country.. not like Cambodia.. they are not considered as a developed country.. but a "developing" country.. hmm..I believe that the poors in Cambodia are really poor people but the only thing that is sad is that some do not want to use their both hands to earn a living.. Some rather beg for money on the streets.. It's a really sad and disappointing thing to see them behaving in this way.. *sniffs*

Raichi doesn't do exercise? rofl~ u better start doing some.. To keep a wonderful body shape and of course.. to keep urself healthy too.. *pokes raichi's bloated tummy* *flees*

Quote: I just hope that she'll grow up... eventhough it'll make her more unreachable for me No, no, I don't regret choosing her at all... even after everything she done to me.. She's the one that made me change after all ^^

Nah... I can't see her as a friend not right now... I still love her so much (I know it's bad for myself, but I can't help it ) As you know... eventhough I deleted everything about her, deep inside, I don't want to do it, and I even still want to contact her. oh well... hard to explain, you'll understand if you feel it. I know I'm being selfish, but I just can't. I think I'll be able to behave normally If i have someone that I love more~ call me naive, but that's me. For now only (I hope)

What makes you think that all guys are like that? I don't think so. In fact, most of guys can ignore such things. There are more girls hurt by guys than the guys hurt by girls.. and FYI, my actions about deleting everything is actually girly~
Nomally, it's the guy who cheats, ignores, and done bad things to their girls. If he broke up, he'll feel nothing about it, instead, he'll directly search for a new girl. A guy wouldn't normally do as I did... unless he truly loves his girl. Hmm... are the guys you've met did the similar things like me? If so, what's the reason, i wanna know.

No.. not now, I need more time to heal myself, I very much know that life must go on.

The problem is... when you'll be online in MSN? He'll wait? hahaha, that's a natural thing ^^ coz you give him a hope... seems that he really likes you. Don't feel sorry, it's his decision. And don't do stupid things that you'll regret.. it'll hurt him much more. You need to be sure about your intention, and make it clear to him. Hmmm... I myself don't want to have any GF.. but that's just for now.. I don't know how it'll be in the future, how about you?

Oooh, that's not a problem to her that i laugh at her, hohohoho really? well.. i guess so, since there are more speech contests than the writing contests. Being weird is good X3 That means that we're unique, and nobody is the same as us but I'm not a pig could you stop saying I'm a pig? Honestly, the word 'pig' kinda offends me in some ways.

i'm sure she'll grow up.. she's still young.. she'll understand it when she gets older.. <- I hope so~ i'm sure.. she still hold some space in ur heart.. and i'm sure she gave u some happy moments although both of u didnt work out..

wat? u still cant see her as a fren? why? hmm.. izzit becoz she hurts u too mux? that's why u cant see her as a fren? So lately, have u contacted her? i wont blame u or call u naive.. i think that everyone will change till like this when they're truly in love.. Take some time ne.. i'm sure u'll find someone better than her x1000.. <3 *throw some golden lovey-dovey glitters*

rofl~ i'm always in msn.. u didnt see me? rofl~ no ne.. lately, i wasn't in msn that mux.. i just came back from my Egypt trip.. although i did online when i'm in Egypt.. Egypt was great! <3 I dun think that Raichi is in msn that mux rite? i dun think that ur actions are girly ne.. i know that u love her deeply.. maybe she doesn't deserve ur love. no ne.. i didnt give the guy any hope! i rejected him.. It's impossible that i gave him hope ne~ but after the Egypt trip.. I'm ready to start my new life! I wanna foeget the things in the past.. only leaving the lovely stuffs that i once encountered.. I'm telling myself to start my life all over again from 01/Jan'2008! I'm stil treating that guy as a fren now.. previously.. i was avoiding him becox i didnt want to hurt him even more.. i didnt want something to spark btw us.. but after the Egypt trip.. i'm not avoiding him anymore.. not becox that i'm letting him into my heart... i just wanna treat everyone equally.. he is my fren.. if he asks me out.. as long as i'm free and i'm not tired.. i'll meet him ne... just like normal frens..

Quote: Yea, the manga is better... you've DLed them all.. but that's okay, the anime is still good and enjoyable to watch. Oh well, we're the opposite, I'm having troubles with Photobucket lol~ I'm glad to hear that you like it ^^ Thanks for the compliment. Nah, a vampire is a bloodsucker, not a killer

lolx.. u've problems wif photobucket? photobucket is better! *puts virus into imageshack* *flees* Vampire is also consider as a killer becox sometimes they suck people's blood entirely from their body~ till they die~ O_O;

Xmas is coming.. What is Raichi going to do?

merged: 12-25-2007 ~ 01:48pm
Raichi!~~~ <3
Gomen~~ I didnt forget ur burfdae.. But i didnt have time to login.. then i dozed off on my bed.. gomen.. *spanks myself* ayane will reply u in my next post~ gomen.. gotta prepare my Xmas Party later~ <3
Ayane is here to wish you MERRI XMAS~~
Hope that you'll have a wonderful Xmas!~ HOHOHO!~ *gives a gift*

*spams*
lalallalaa!~~

*dances around raichi's page* <3

i wanna reply to ur post.. but i realise that it's 23 weeks old.. O_O;;
lolx.. *flees*

how are u? ^^ i saw ur msg in my msn.. I miss talking to you too.. but i think that we're not fated to meet in msn ne.. kekeke!~~
Update ayane bout urself in 2 sentences.. i mean 2 sentences oli! i'll start whacking you if it's more than 2 sentences..

ok ne.. gtg now.. alot of things to do.. ;___; *gives a rotten tomato*

i also want a frenship banner.. make 1 for ayane! *roars*

merged: 07-08-2007 ~ 04:40pm

Quote by Rai1e23 weeks.. almost half a year, eh?
I never knew that my page could be used as a dancing floor
Now after dancing, you threw me a rotten tomato ' *cleans up your mess*

2 sentences?
Hmmm...

- Holiday has come till the end of August, yet I don't know how to spend it, Do you have any idea? :p
- I think I'll have more story to tell after 14th July :p

Yep, that's a 2 long sentences hahaha

Friendship banner? Mmm... I'll try for one

lolx..
that's why i say i didnt reply that.. i'm trying my very best to reply everyone's post in a month now.. aren't i fast this time?

LMAO~~ ur userpage is so white so it's like my ice skating place.. lolx..
*mess around raichi's page more*

wow~~ *claps* ur 2 sentences are great! u must be good in writing summary.. next time dun tell me that u're having holidae k! *bites* more story on 14/July? hmm.. how come? how come? *pester raichi* Tell ayane somemore.. keke~~

yup~~ <33 waiting for the beautiful frenship banner from u.. <33
*jumps around wif joy and dissappear*

merged: 08-19-2007 ~ 06:09pm

Quote by Rai1eWell, that's quite fast I bet you're having a hard time to keep up with them

You own a private ice skating place? o_O Well, i just love this color scheme (white+light purple) so i haven't changed my userpage skin yet

Really? I don't think those sentences are special and I think i've never done a summary before, so i don't know Why? because you're not having a holiday? *heats ayane up* Don't worry, I only have holidays twice a year

Umm.. actually, not 14th July. I'm going to visit her again... and i should be back home at 14. But the plan has changed, i haven't specify a certain date so just wait for the news XP

Oh, FYI, She's having her holiday in Singapore rite now would you meet her? I guess you won't :p

I'm still working on the banner... but my Photoshop was broken, it closes suddenly before i saved the progess I'll send it when it's done

And.... how about your promise about the latest photo of you?

;___; OMG~~ i broke my own record again.. *sniffs* it took me more than 3 weeks to reply.. *tries to slash myself and die but pulls raichi*
I know u dun wish me to die.. ok.. i wont die.. lolx..

since i cleared most of my notix.. now i'm able to concentrate on replying.. hahah~ *smirks* yup.. yup.. i <3 ur current userpage skin de.. It looks really nice.. I used to change my userpage alot the other time.. but lately... I realise i've turned lazier and lazier.. I've been using my current userpage for a long period of time.. since this light brown colour wont irritate my eyes.. So i decided to keep it longer until i found some scans that can make me go~~ "WOW! WUHUUU~~" then i'll "TRY" changing.. haha~~

Stop rubbing salt that i'm not able to have holidaes.. ur turn will come soon.. At that time.. I'll be laughing at you like mad.. Not sure whether i got tell you.. But i just went to 2 small trips.. I went to Malaysia ~ Redang Island with my poly buddies.. It's really beautiful~~ <3 Then i went to Cambodia with 2 of my colleagues.. The childrens are really very poor thing.. I felt like crying whenever i remember the scenes that they snatch food from other children when we're giving out small packets of snacks to them.. They are starving ne.. so raichi.. Dun you ever waste food ne.. ;___; *sniffs*

14/July was way long before.. so do you have a chance to see her? ^^ I bet you have.. so any new things to update ayane? keke~~ I'm sure u all had a great time.. *pokes raichi's cheeks*
oh~~ She came to singapore that time? omg~~ It's not that i didnt want to meet up wif her.. but the big problem is that i dunno her.. lolx! @__@ *whacksu raichi's head* she came for a holidae? there's nothing for her to see in singapore.. Why did she waste her money here? lolx.

*pouts* the banner was way long ago~~~
*whacksu and bites and tears raichi apart*
no more excuses this time le.. hurmp~!~

oh yah~~ piccies.. piccies.. ok.. I send you the latest piccies of me right after this reply.. i pwomise i wont forget this time.. But i'm abit fat this time.. turn uglier too.. ;___; everything bad falls on me.. ;___; i hope that you can still identify ayane and please dun laugh at me.. *sniffs*

merged: 08-20-2007 ~ 01:45pm

Quote by Rai1eHahaha that's okay, that's okay! no need to push yourself just for replying, ok? Why do you want to die? if you're going to die just because a late reply, it'll be a cheap death, don't you think?

So do I, I'm becoming lazy and lazier too hahaha that's why i still use this skin for my userpage XP

I didnt push myself to reply.. I really didnt.. If i do.. Then i wone be replying at such rate.. lolx. And i wont die for such things.. There's still alot of thing in the world that i yet to experience..

Raichi is becoming lazii.. like a PIG! lmao!~
Lazii PIG!

Quote: I guess no, I guess won't be provoked by your holiday coz I'm not busy with my college, so it just feels like taking a course .

If you haven't got your holiday, how come you went to small trips? How long have you been there? I bet you're having fun I see... poor children... that's a common view here in Indonesia yeah, i feel sorry for them too. Don't worry, I'm not wasting any food

WHAT?!?!? you're not busy wif college? i cannot believe what i saw here.. you're not busy? u ebil~~ how come u're not busy? *faints*

What i meant is that i dun have the chance to have holidae like rotting at home and shake my legs.. But i got the chance to have holidae to other countries.. Going holidaes are actually torturing oneself.. cause u'll always get more tired.. ye' know? lolx.. I went to Redang for 4 daes.. And 6 daes for Cambodia.. <33 Going Cambodia is really a tiring trip.. but it was fun.. Indonesia got alot of poor children? But Cambodia is a developing and third world country.. I dun think Indonesia is a 3rd world country right? the childrens are really ver pitiful de wor.. ;___; I know why u told me u're fat.. cause u're not wasting food.. lolx.. i'm afraid i'll grow fat too.. since i told myself that i shldnt waste food.. OMG!~

Quote: Unfortunately, not... Before i depart from my city, i've met her online several times. I chatted with her, she just responds normally, but not until I ask her about the meeting~ she seems to be avoiding it, so I decided to give her a final warning when I got there.

When I got there, i sent her a SMS. I told her whether she want to meet or not, if she want, she should contact me. But no reply at all until my final day there.
Well, that does it. The holiday was fun but also absolutely heartaching for me

Now I don't want to contact her anymore. I don't even say 'Happy Birthday' on her bday.

Yea2, she came to Spore Well, for us, Indonesians, a foreign land is great for shopping After all, Singapore is an industrial country, right?

you didnt get to meet her?
hmmm.. sad to say that.. I do think that this ger is abit weird ne.. Why is she always treating u this way? I feel that she is playing you.. i'm sorry to say that.. correct me if you think i'm wrong..
The ger is so ebil to make u heartaching for so many times.. ebil ger.. *bites her*

Are u sure u're able to let her go? u sure? i'm sure u still <3 her alot right? Have u ever confronted her? maybe there's a misunderstanding or what?
hmm.. Not every country is good for shopping.. So raichi loves shopping too? lolx.. So when are u coming to Singapore? I make sure i'll be a good host and guide for u..

Quote: Awwh.. sorry2 I need to take care my college re-registration first. Ah, I've seen your pic well, i'll sent ya a PM too. ^^

I tht someone told me thats he felt pretty slack for his college life? how come banner so long? *bites raichi apart*
oh.. yah~~ i got something to tell u thru' PM too.. keke..

merged: 10-17-2007 ~ 05:58pm

Quote: Really? because it seems that you're always having a hard time to reply post Oh yea, i forgot that you're a vampire, so you'll only die by several things

I'm not a pig! you are! XP

*dance around*
i'm not having a hard time to reply.. just that i seldom got time to sit down and start replying.. if i have the time to sit down and reply.. i'll probably be doing other things instead of coming to MT to reply.. yesh! i'm lazii.. keke.. but i'm oli ABIT lazii.. lmao~ i wont die unless i forgot to drink my blood.. opps~~ i mean i forgot to drink my tomato juice.. <3

You're a pig.. i tink i seldom see u online too.. raichi is shoooo busy? due lie to ayane.. lmao~ u must be sleeping everydae whenever u have the time.. lolx!

Quote: Well, actually my college should be very tiring and will take a lot of my time, but I just take it easy If you can make your life easier (with good methods of course), why not?

Rotting at home... lol Rotting at home is no fun Better go somewhere, waste your money Going holiday is torturing ourselves? I guess not, because we're having fun even though we're tired, right? 4 and 6 days... that's enough time for holiday ^^

Mm.. i don't know whether Indonesia is also the 3rd world country or not... but it is true that poor people is a common view here... although I think not all deserve to have our simpathy~

What was that? you're afraid of getting fat? why? i thought that you want to gain weight?

eh? u can make ur life easier? i wanna make my life easier too.. i'm trying very hard to stay alive in my company.. the work is really too mux.. *complains* i can hardly breathe.. *shows an asthma attack* lately, our company just had a major shutdown for all machines in the company.. wha! that is really a tiring and deadly event! i'm glad that such event only happens in every 4-5 years.. imagine the shutdown of all machines.. all i know is that all my technicians are so happy that they got 2 days of break.. becox they need not work! but i need to work instead.. i need to be on 24hrs standby~ i need to be there when the m/c are shutting down and when they are starting up~ *feels the horror* and this i the 1st time i saw so mani of my office colleagues[not counting technicians] staying in the office.. we're so tired.. but we ended playing some games in the office.. becox all of out bosses were not in the office in the middle of night.. haix! even tinking of the past makes me sweat too.. rofl~

rotting at home is fun.. it's FUN! at least i got to rest.. ebil raichi.. u're calling me to go out and waste money? dun do that~ it's very ebil k.. lmao~ ayane is saving up money for my studies k.. i didnt wan my daddy to help me pay for my studies.. so i decided to start saving money~ no more shopping for ayane.. *cries* actually i'm kinda in a dilemma now.. i got a few options now ne.. and i'm really confused.. since ye' are one of ayane's best buddy in MT.. maybe u can help ayane.. ok? ;___; actually.. i didnt want to study in singapore's university.. but i decided to study an australia Uni.. and i was given a few options..
(1) Go to australia to study my engineering course~ [Full time]
(2) Study in singapore but it's also the aust uni that i wanna go~[Part time]
and lately.. i was being offered by my company~
(3) To go Japan to work for 2 years to get experiece from the fab there and get some training~

haix!~~ i'm not sure what shld i do.. which option shld i take.. i wanna go aust to study but i'll miss my family and frens here.. if i choose the 2nd option.. i'll miss the chance to go Japan for this awesome training.. but if i choose option 3.. i'll need to skip and delay my study for another 2 years.. haix.. lately, i'm just tinking bout all these issues.. but i can sense that my heart is slightly drifted to my 2nd option! please kill ayane so that i wont be troubled by such things~

haha~ yesh! going holidae is rally tiring but it's really fun.. imagine u need to wake up super early.. and walk thru' out the whole dae.. and take piccies everywhere[face is numb cause need to smile all the time] and play till so late before u go back hotel to rest.. lmao~ izzit tiring? haha~

i heard from my indonesian fren here that in indonesia.. people there are usually very poor or very rich.. izzit true? why do u tink that some poor people dun deserve ur sympathy? actually, i do tink so too.. over in singapore.. i pity those people who really cant work and are begging in streets.. some may be even performing some music so that we can donate some money to them.. i rally pity them alot.. so i'll usually some a small sum of money so that they can actually eat that day.. and sometimes i even ignored those people who look so healthy and are begging in streets wif their children, etc.. i tink that they can go look for a job instead of begging here.. they dun deserve my sympathy at all.. am i very ebil and coldhearted?

of course i'm still very afraid of fat.. that's why i'm always doing sports to maintain ne.. i wanna gain fatter but cannot be more than 50kg.. lolx! i dun wan the fats to grow at the wrong area..

Quote: Nope '
Yea, we knew that she's totally weird to be honest, i've never met someone like her before (I'm referring to her stupidity and weirdness) I don't know for sure why she did that again, although I might know what she's thinking... but even if my guess is true, she shouldn't act that way

I mean... come on... okay, this is my case, she acted like that, maybe it's over~ but in the future, if she has a boyfriend again, she'll probably do this again and again and again.. running from responsibility. How many more will suffer like me?

She needs to learn... that's one of my reason I'm staying with her despite her treatment to me... I want to make sure she won't do this to anyone else~

Well, but i can't last long... '

Letting her go.. I'm also not sure... right now i feel weird.. i don't know if I'm suffering again or now I'm immune I just feel normal... just kind of weird, oh i don't know

I don't know I still love her or not.. my anger is overwhelming, hwahahaha I deleted her numbers... her SMSes... I removed her photos... I removed her from contact lists on every sites (MT, Friendster, YM, etc.) I don't want to hear and see anything about her.

I tried to confront her everytime i have the chance to see her (online) but just as i said, she's dodgy~ even if i caught her and ask about the problem, she just tell me that I've got nothing to do with her problem, I know she's dodging because it's just too obvious that her problem is involving me. That's why I went to Jakarta, i want to speak to her, solve this problem whatever the outcome will be. I just want to get answer and reason, i want this problem to end nicely. But that's it... It's just her that keeps running so it has come to this~

Sorry it became so long, hehehe

No, I don't love shopping :p But going to foreign country is exceptional If i can find cool stuffs with fair prices, i'll buy it Going to Singapore... I don't know when I'll be able to besides, If I do, and we meet, I don't think it'll be fun coz I'm not good at listening and oral english

i guess she's a weirdo? i dunno her that mux like u do but from the things that u told me.. i dun tink i'll wan a fren like her.. sowee to say that.. if she wants to continue to run from reality and continue to harm her future bfs.. let her be ne.. u've oleadi done the best that u can do.. let her be if she doesn't learn.. i dun tink there's a need to stay wif her anymore if she is treating u that way..

but do u need to do till so cruel? u deleted her off from everything? raichi is so scary~ lolx!~ u'll probably do that to me too if u dislike me like a fren.. rofl~ *runs* u really didnt contact wif her anymore? i dun tink u can do that cause i sense that u love her alot.. <3

ayane is sad for u becox i know how mux u love for this ger the other time.. the way that she treated u is so bad.. ;___; ayane broke up wif my bf too.. i'm really sad the other time but i'm alright now. ^^v i promise to myself that i wanna live my life even better than before.. the funny thing is that all my buddies are not attach now.. lolx! it's like a whole group of ugly women hanging together.. ROFL~~ ayane is shooo ugly~~ ;___; the worse is that ayane's colleague confesses to me that he likes me.. ATM, i dun wanna to get involve in any relationship so i rejected him.. Ger's power~~~~ <33

i'm sure u'll get a better ger than her k.. Ganbatte.. *spinkle some glitters*

raichi is not good in listening and oral english? how come? i tht ur written english is pretty good? no?

Quote: I'm slacking when it's about hard subjects, but of coure I can't slack for the registrations! I might not be able to continue my study if i miss the registration
Just wait for the banner you know.. when it comes to making arts, I'm not productive, and each work will take a loooong time to finish

EDIT:

And here it is I made a new one, the previous one is a mess ' Thank God finally I found characters that is appropriate to use Most of couple scans I have are couples, not friends but I managed to use this.. Saya Minatsuki & Train Heartnet from Black Cat They're friends

http://img169.imageshack.us/img169/1600/bannerjt0.jpg

The BG is kinda messy *_*

All the best wif ur studies.. study hard and stop zzz like a PIG! ROFL!~
i'm sho happi that u finally completed that bannet.. <3 sankyuu raichi.. *huggles* sorry for taking up ur time and killing ur brain cells to that.. haha.. i've yet to watched "Black Cat".. so i'm not sure how the characters looked like.. *anxious*

but~~~ izzit my problem or ur problem? i cant click on the linkie~~ ;___;
i still tht i can put it on my page todae... wah~~~ *sniffs* *stabs raichi and run away from the scene*

merged: 10-26-2007 ~ 01:00pm

Quote by Rai1eI see... Nah, you said that you're lazy I think every people has even the tiniest laziness inside them, but they won't claim themselves as lazy if they're only a bit lazy Whoa... you're really becoming a vampire eh? How come you can endure the sunlight?

Noo.. I'm not a pig I'm online everyday, but just for checking my page and DL some scans. Well... that's quite right, but I only go to sleep If I don't have anything to do

nah~ u're wrong! i'm nvr lazii! lolx!~ I'm NEVER LAZII k! lolx!~ i'm alreas a vampire since long ago.. i can endure the sunlight becoz of~~ *shows a very powerful SPF+++++++ sunblock* ta da~~ this works! lolx!~ with this sunblock.. u can go out during daylight with an ease.. <3 keke~

no! u're a pig.. u sure u online everydae even if u're very tired? i dun.. even i'm really tired.. i wont online ne.. it'll oli make me even tired.. haha.. so many scans for u to dl? @_@ u're a lier.. u sleep a dae long! haha!~ raichi is a lier! lier!

Quote: Well.. not to make life easier, but make your life 'feels' easier :p The key is your mind. Just try to think positive and enjoy what you're doing. I know it's hard, but it's worth a try. Shutting down all of the machines? for what? Is it an accident or a planned event?

Oh... well, we're on the different world. You're a busy worker, so you really miss a free time, that's why you want to rest whenever there is a chance. I see.. that's a good thing ^^ You want to continue your study... Hmm about the choice.. I don't really know which one you should pick but maybe I can help you to straighten your mind...
First, have some time to think... what is your top priority? If you really want to continue your study, then focus yourself to it. I don't really understand about the 2nd option.. what does it mean? Is it that you study in the Spore uni (which is also the uni in Aussie, but only in different country) and continue your job simultaneously?

For me.. maybe you should go to Aussie... You will be less stressful (at least you'll have more freetime than working) and if you miss your family, you can go home sometime, right? because studying only takes a while... how long do you need to finish your study? Besides, you can gain more experience by living in Aussie.
If you pick the 2nd option, Think about it again... It seems that you are really worn out just by working.. how it will be if you're also studying?
And the 3rd option.. I think you should pick this if your top priority is working.
Kill you? dying is easy, but it won't solve anything and you won't be able to do anything anymore

Yea, going holiday also makes everyday feels longer especially if you enjoy your holiday :p

Yep, your friend is right, but I think it only occurs in big cities.. especially Jakarta, the gap between the poor and the rich is very visible. Lately I went to Jakarta again, and I realize that the city's have areas like 'upper city' (where the riches are, very modern and civilized, full of skycraper buildings) and 'lower city' (slum area, the place where the poors and homelesses are). Yep, I think the same as you, there are beggars who are just lazy, but they're truly capable of doing some works. It's not evil... we have to do it for their own good, they must change. Just like if we let our friend to cheat on exams, they'll depend on the cheats only.. we're evil if we let them do that.. we should help them to change by not giving them something that they don't deserve.

Oh, you mean that you want your body to get bigger, not only the stomach. right?

Not to make life easier but make ur life feels easier? hmm.. i've a hard time understanding this.. lolx.. but nvm.. i'll try to make my life feels easier.. haha!~ actually most of the time, i'm feelin very positively ne but a few months back, i'm very very negatively.. so after so many things happen.. i wanna to change myself.. now i'm back to my bubbly state~ I just wanna treat myself better than before.. I wanna enjoy what i have now before it's too late..
oh.. We shut down all the machines to have a major cleaning and a check for all the pipes and pressure.. becox we cant check on those when we are operating those machines.. It's a planned event ne.. ^^

haha!~ u wont have that mux free time when ur studise really come in place.. u wont be that cocky when that time comes.. whahahh!~ u'll suffer like ayane.. Thanks on those advices.. <3 I'll really give on a good thinking on it.. gotten alot of advices from my frens/families etc~ of cox i'll consider all the advices that u all gave me.. but i'll also think whcih on do i think i prefer the most.. but anyway, thanks for all the help.. *huggles* i'll inform u which option i think when i've decided on it..

my fren is really right? such things oli happen in Jakarta? but u're fantastic.. my fren is from Jakarta.. actually, i tht that Indonesia is a pretty develop country like Singapore.. i didnt know that the poors are pretty visible..
hmm.. although we say that we dun help on those beggers who are capable to work.. but seeing them in that state, makes me feel erally bad.. i'm kinda sad when i reject to give them any donations.. ;___; this is what happen in Cambodia~ Many people are begging for money in the streets... it really pains to see them in this state.. the childrens are even more poor thing..

Of course i dun wan my stomach to get bigger.. i wanna to keep in good shape.. sad to disappoint u.. i'm always doing exercise.. so ayane is still in good shape.. just that i'm abit skinny.. raichi got boated stomach?

Quote: She's a child in a case of a teenager That's okay... maybe she's a bad person at all... but it's just me that won't admit it. Until now I don't know what to do.. part of me says that I should ignore her... but the other part is still having some hope

Is that really cruel? I deleted her from everything in order to help me forget about her. Just by seeing her name makes my heart ache I don't want to do this, but i must. Yep, I can't do it perfectly... sometimes eventhough she's the one that is at fault, I'm the one who says sorry

You broke up? why? You rejected the new guy? oh... I think you did that because you just want to be free for the present time. I kind of have a feeling like that too. Maybe if a girl confess to me right now, i'll reject her too.

People have different abilities My friend's very excellent at oral english, but her written english is far beneath me, hohohoho

hmm.. pretty true... maybe she's still young.. when she gets older, i think she will think that what she had done was prett childish.. she may even regret what she had done before ne.. hahah~ raichi is sho cute.. you see.. i told u that u wont be able to give up on her becox i know how mux u like her.. of course ayane wont call u to ignore her.. it's u who decide whether to forgive her or give her a chance.. believe in urself!~ but of course.. dun regret what u choose becox u choose ur own path..

but i do think that u're pretty cruel to treat her that way.. u can still treat her as a fren, right? do u need to delete all her contacts or whateva? are all the guys like this? or even if u decided to keep her contacts, u'll block or refuse to talk to her again? i realise all guys are like this.. am i right? u deleted her contacts so as to forget her? hmm.. raichi is pretty naive is what i can say.. do you think that works? do you think ur brain will allow u to do that? raichi is deceiving urself wor.. dun feel heartache anymore... life must go on ne.

yup.. i broke up.. haix.. i'll tell u when i see u in msn.. yup.. i rejected the new guy.. just like what u said, i just dun feel like going into another relationship now.. in the end, i still need to apologise to that guy.. make me feel so guilty... *bites him* and he told me that he undersatnd what i'm going thru' now and he'll wait.. *makes me feel even guilty* haix~~~ *pulls my hair* i think raichi and i are the same type since both of us dun wish to go into a relationship now..

lmao~ so ebil.. laughing at ur fren's written english... i tht most of the people are better in oral english than in written english.. u're weird.. Raichi is a weirdo! raichi is weirdo PIG!

Quote: You're welcome ^_^ If you're interested in Black Cat, i guess you just need to read the manga.. the anime is kinda disappointing.

What? you can't click it? okay2.. i'll display it. If it's still not visible, then you can visit my frontpage and take the pic there Whoa.. you evil! you created a hole in my body! since when you're fond of killing? hahaha~

Should be a pic below here:

If it doesn't work, i'll try to upload to another link

eh? Black Cat's manga is better than anime? are u sure? i dl the whole series le.. haix.. just that i haven't watch yet.. *disappointed*
ok.. this time i'm able to view it with ease.. but i decided to host the piccie myself.. i think that imageshack is having alot of trouble.. so i prefer photobucket.. hey.. i must tell u that i like this banner alot.. it looks great!~ i do think that this banner looks very different from the others.. <3 it.. SAnkyuu raichi!~~~ *throws petals at raichi*
hahah~ dun forget that i'm a vampire.. killing is my hobby.. lolx~~

Quote by Rai1eRiza... met ultah yah ^^ moga2 panjang umur dan sukses dunia akhirat
Udah pengumuman UAN blm? lulus kan?

amien....

thx ya....

blm...pengumumanx br besok.....gw lagi nyari websitex nih...tapi ga ketemu2...

merged: 06-16-2007 ~ 09:54pm

Quote by Rai1e
Sama2
Skrg dah ketemu? lulus kan? nilainya gimana? :p

wendyyyyyyyy...gw lulus...HORE.. HOREXD

webx...udah tadi sekolah.
nilaix blm keluar...tapi yg penting semuax lulus...amien

merged: 06-19-2007 ~ 03:59pm

Quote by Rai1e
Selamat yaa ^^ trus elo dah ada cadangan universitas blm? ntar bakal ikut SPMB ga?

makasih....blm...
kayax gw masuk swasta aja deh...klu negri jarang yg ada dkv...
spmb sih ikut...gw ngambil ipa....tapi ntar kok bulan depan^^

merged: 06-22-2007 ~ 03:28pm

Quote by Rai1e

Lho koq blm ada cadangan? iya sih, negeri ampir g ada yg DKV :p oh, ikut SPMB cuma iseng2 ya?

iya...ntar aja langsung...masih bisakan...?

iya cuma iseng doank....lagian nem gw ga memuaskan

wend...gw boleh cerita ga sama lo di pm...tapi janji ya...jangan bilang siapa2...

merged: 06-24-2007 ~ 12:36pm

Quote by Rai1e
Langsung apa? oh, Nemnya brp emangnya klo bole tau? kalo dah 24 ke atas si itu da keren IMO

Hmm bole2 aja koq, iya2, g bakal cerita siapa2

langsung ngedaftar maksudx....

ugh...boro2 nem 24...ga nyampe..nem gw cuma 22,73...rata2 7 koma.....benar ya...jgn cerita...cek pm ya....

merged: 06-24-2007 ~ 01:22pm

Quote by Rai1e
Itu udah lumayan sih IMO ^^ daripada ad 1 nilai yg mepet standar kan? iya2, g cerita siapa2 kok

ngga ada sih...semuanya dpt 7 koma...terusanx lihat dipmya...